I was really upset and not feeling well so I called my pdoc’s office so I could see when he was going to be in—I wanted him to call me whenever he go into the office—he is only there 3 days a weeks or so. The same secretary always answers and she is real nice—I expect her to answer. I got one of those messages—if this is an emergency push 1, if you are a new pt push 2….refills push 3…there were like I don’t know 6 options. I got so upset—I thought I was going to get the secretary. I hung up—then I called back like 8 times before I could leave a message. Since I was upset and confused by the new phone recordings I left a real weird message—god, I hope they don’t give it to my pdoc. I am not even sure what I said, something about changing the phone being such a big change and I was confused and…I think I even said if he was going to make such a big change he should at least tell me first. Tell you the truth, I am not exactly sure what I mumbled. I just know I did not make much since and I am sure my pdoc is going to think I am nuts.

Needless to say I don’t deal well with change—any of it. I guess I was thinking—if he would change the phone and not tell me—whats he going to do next? move his office and not tell me?

I know its just a stupid phone. I don’t know, I just don’t want him to change anything and if he is I want him to tell me first.

Anybody else’s T or pdoc ever change something? Did it freak you out?