HT, I think you know I relate! I could have written your post. I want so badly to cry in therapy but I can't. My T and I have discussed reasons. I think it's basic inhibitions probably because that's how my family was. She tried something new in my last session that made me feel.supported and I felt the urge to cry. I stop it, though I want to cry. She says it will happen. I can cry by myself but not with most others. I cried recently in front of my h about his illness but even crying with him seeing me is rare.