all my life i suffered with depression, specially after emotional abuse started at 3 and sexual abuse started at 8. i am going to be assessed and provided with a psychotherapist tomorrow morning. psychiatrist is going to get my meds right at last and is pulling out all the stops for me to get long term therapy.
i am terrified of bringing up past, but happy that i am on my way to recovery after 39 years of misery.
when i am well i want to become a councelor for people likemyself and abused children, i am finally looking forward. i want to thank each and every one of you on here for restoring some kind of trust in human nature. you have helped me so much. i will prolly be a mess for the next few weeks to start with, but hopefully still here for others too. i believe talking to each other about similar problems is a huge benefit and i mean this from my heart - if i didn't have pc i seriously dont think i'd be here now. that's how important you all are to my family and i.
my advice, although it is hard for some peole, is to journal or write down feelings good and bad,it's helped me no end specially with all the replies and support i have had.
there is always someone here to rely on, love you all and doc john is a saint as far as i'm concerned, and all the moderators and admin of course.

thankyou everyone.

love, kerry xoxoxoxoxo(jinnyann)