Eliza Jane thank you for your good thoughts and info I will know more on tuesday and keep you all updated...I am hoping for some good results at my pdoc...

Hamster yes, I mean I remember how much I suffered when taking just AD. But now ( if AD would be added) I'm asking are side effects still so horrible to manage? I know it's a silly question, since everyones body is unique and works differently.

I am making silly questions to myself and to you all....when I should just take a deep breath and wait until my appointment. But I am soooo anxious.

hugs to you all and thank you*