hi freakout
I tried googling blissful fusional state and all that came up was your post. bipolar and bpd are often confused so it would be well to find a good pdoc to get a correct diagnosis. I worked for many years, attempting almost every way possible to manage a stable life without meds for my bipolar and finally had to resort to meds. after finally finding the combo that worked, I can say I will never go off of them. I am tired of that roller coaster. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome