All I want is a boyfriend. All I've ever wanted is a boyfriend. I'm 19 and i still have never dated anyone. I wanna be that sweet name they call. I want to get excited and happy when I talk to them and have them feel the same way when they talk to me. But I'm afraid I won't ever have a boyfriend because I'm too damn awkward, social anxiety always bites me in the *** when I'm trying to talk to people and being so detached makes it even harder. I hardly ever know what to talk about and can't keep convos flowing smoothly. It'd be nice to feel some Iove [emoji17]