hi i am new here also ..... but you sound exactally like me 3 yrs ago ...... i am now 28 and a full time lesbian lol
but i think i was a 21 when i stated wondering if my thoughts about women like yours were gay thoughst or just admiration.....turns out all the looking and wondering was not that bad either way i decided to go ..... its just something that kinda happenes .... i have a few questions for you.... have you ever really been into guys? see i dated a guy in high school for a whild but i would not ddo anything with him he was my best friend we did everything together and we still talk to this day. the only thing thay opened my eyes to girls was college some girl hit on me and i had no idea what to do i turned her down i was weirded out but thats all it took it got me thinking after that i did alot of talking on the internet and met my first gf and my life started ...... so my point is i guess if you are thining about it and you have any doubt dont be scared and dont jump into anything give yourself time and it will come to you.... but i think if you are thinking about it and you are not that into guys there is a very good chance you could be and if you have any questions i am here for you please feel free to write back ..... and im really sorry if this is not want you want to hear but for me it was the truth its my life and i love it.