The funny thing is, everything was working out ok in the insurance dept. until I got SSI. I am in Upstate NY and had CDPHP, which was an EXCELLENT insurance plan. Once I got SSI, all my mental health care was transferred to straight Medicaid. I have been trying for months to find a psychiatrist or PhD psychologist that takes Medicaid. May as well try to find an honest man in Congress. They just don't exist!! It has been several months since I have cut, but the suicidal thoughts are getting to a rather bothersome level. Does anyone know of a resource that lists Drs. who take Medicaid???? I have scoured the www, but no luck.
Starting to feel like I'm running out of time.

ps. Daughter is getting married next Sunday, to a guy I really don't like. MAJOR STRESSER!!! I promised myself...no saw blades 'till after the wedding.