Sounds like you need to slow down a bit and quit letting everyone tell you what to do. You will not be a bad parent if your kid doesn't go to Disney World. Right now you are in the middle of a move and all 1st things 1st! Please just try and find a quite place where you can just relax and take some deep breaths. Don't be spending money you don't have that will only make things worse. We are here for you. Please try and slow down.