Ever since I can remember, I've hated dusk. It doesn't really matter what the specific time on the clock says, in the summer it's going to be later, and in the winter it's going to be sooner. Just whenever dusk is. I appreciate the beauty of sunsets immensely, but that's still not enough to compensate for the dreadful feelings that dusk brings upon me. I like daylight. I like nighttime. Dawn is great, I love to watch the sun come up. But dusk has ALWAYS left me feeling nervous, lonely, full of dread and this vague, lost feeling. Like I'm going to be lost and alone from the rest of the universe for the rest of existence. I don't know why. I try to avoid driving at dusk, it seems to make the feeling worse. If I can help it, I'd rather be inside somewhere during dusk, if for some reason I am outside during dusk then I try really hard to focus on other things.