dunno but one thing is certain - you gotta not mix drugs and alcohol or street drugs. that will mess you up bad. You sound like a friend of mine who is also on Adderall but I don't see it helping her. only a trained professional can really tell you about meds, but maybe a mood stabilizer like lamictal or seroquil which I can never spell. drinking with lamictal will make you pretty sick. mind altering substances does NOT help with depersonalization. it intensifies the effects. I'd start there. Good luck.