High school was so bad I started doing homeschool in 10th grade. Before that I was bullied and experienced a lot of social anxiety in school I was going through a terrible time at home because my mom was a "functioning" alcoholic. They divorced, but not before my mom brought her new boyfriend in to live with all of us. Then I was raped at 15. I always imagined I'd be going to a university by now and my mom even works at one, but I'm scared and you're right I don't even feel like participating in society. But why do you think something "wasn't right" even before I was a teenager? I was a happy kid.
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"Re-examine all you have been told, dismiss what insults your soul." - Walt Whitman
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or stupidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." - Christopher Hitchens
"I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience." - Mark Twain
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