What does it feel like when things start to connect? What's it like to feel everything other parts feel? Does the feeling of terror go away? Does it help recognizing it as a concentrated feeling held by one part, concentrated and amplified because you don't feel it often (if ever)? What if it's not yet safe to connect everything? Does the fact that is starting to connect mean is safer than you think? ...does it stop on its own if it's not time? Or once it starts, is that it?
There was some connection today, and I felt her terror. I don't want to feel that again, not right now. I don't want to remember right now...