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Originally Posted by pachyderm
How do you react to other people you see or read here who feel the same way about themselves as you say you do?
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I know what you're getting at lol And I know you're right, it's not logical but I think this may be where my narcissistic traits come in. I'm special. I'm clearly a terrible person these others are not. (No, I don't know why I'm more terrible than them. I just am.)
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Originally Posted by Bipolarchic14
I don't know what makes you think you are evil. Though I don't think it is possible for someone to not be worthy of therapy, it is possibly for someone to not be ready to do the work that therapy involves. Not to be answered on here per say but would you be able/willing to write down the reasons you think you are evil and write down the definition of evil and bring it in to therapy? If you choose to do this try to stick to facts. While it could be debatable whether you are evil or not, feeling like you are evil must be a horrible feeling for you to have. I hope you feel better soon.
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My own parents didn't love me. There must be something wrong with me for my own parents to hate me? (I know, I know. They have their own issues.)
I also know that the reason other people have used/abused me is because I'm broken and broken attracts abusers but it seems no matter how much I go over this in my head, no matter how little sense my feelings make I just can't shake this feeling that there is something inherently wrong with me.