Gosh that makes me think of the *imprisonment* I feel that I wrote about on my last thread. Yes, having a starting place might help. Too bad it was 2 months ago, but you probably would have never expected this...

She's expecting more of it?? Sorry but she said it's good so that's something positive for you.

All I can say is just think of the light at the end of the tunnel. My therapist told me people usually feel much better (freer?) after working through anger/rage. Lot's of good things coming your way.