I look terrible, I feel terrible. When I try to do something, I screw it up, All the good things I had in my life, I let them slip through my fingers. I took my health, my looks, my life, and everything else for granted, and now I'm just an empty shell. I'm suffering, I feel unhealthy and wasted. I feel as ugly as I am inside as I'm on the outside. I'm falling apart, my life is falling apart right in front of my eyes. All the praise and love I had has been replaced with ridicule and rejection..

I feel like a waste of human life, what the **** is happening? I look so awful, and feel even worse. People do not see anything of worth in me, All I have now is old photos of myself, from just a few years ago when I was doing 'better', I wasn't the empty, hollow shelf of my former self I am now.

If I could only turn back time and take better care of myself.