I accept what I have I dont have a problem with it and in a way I'm happy to know what is wrong with me, its taken me 28 years just to be told what was wrong. But what I cant cope with is all the emotions it just gets to much.
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What is self-destruction?
It's being calmed by my own blood.
Fantasizing about my own death.
And there's no way up, no way out.
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