Feeling a bit nervous. I have a dr.'s appt. tomorrow afternoon...just a regular check-up. However, my doctor I've had for years now has moved and so I have to see a doctor I've never seen before and don't even know. This is causing me some minor stress. I feel like the stress is going to escalate, though. Check-ups are different when you weigh close to 300 pounds, and I don't want my weight to be brought up. I don't want this doctor to make unwanted suggestions about it, if you know what I'm saying. I'm very aware that I am not at a healthy weight and that I need to lose the extra pounds. But I'm already insecure enough. I kinda wanna cancel tomorrow, but I know my mom will not let me. Besides, I want to see about going back on meds, and I want to ask the doctor while we're there if he/she could refer me to someone who can prescribe me something (see, that's yet another thing I don't know about, I'm really hoping my doctor tomorrow will be a female). Anyway, I'm also scared that I won't be taken seriously about my depression and need for meds. Because I'm a teenager, they'll probably just say I'm fine and mention some ******** about out-of-whack hormones. Ughhh...