Hi SadAndEmpty, really sorry you're feeling like this
Plenty of really understanding/supportive people here, but you can always put a thread in the depression forum as well as this one if you want to.
Still it is good that you're getting your feelings out there, sometimes it's a matter of just trying to hang in there, but it can help to talk sometimes.
So sending you hugs: and best wishes, and if you want to talk...........
Alison