Hi Lexi232!

Yes...it does get better.
I was dx @ Christmas 06 with BP2, during a severe depression. It is May now & I am hopefully stable. I did have a mild depressive 5 day episode a few weeks ago,,but ut didnt go any deeper than mild.

I am sure this was due to my med mix...and my acceptance of my dx.
I do still have mood swings (hypomania>depression) however these are manageable. Are you on meds Lexi?
I read you have a PDoc appt in August..

Could your GP help you until you see the PDoc? They will often prescribe an antidepressant first....then your PDoc adds on following your assessment. IT IS BETTER ON YOUR MEDS for sure.!

I am sorry you feel so bad. Beliebve me, I totally understand your feelings....but it CAN & DOES get better.
Take care...

grace03