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Perna said:
You could be "punishing" him, not allowing him to hear your dulcet-toned voice :-) because he didn't have more time available for you when you had time available.

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I never thought of it that way. Maybe I am punishing both of us. Last time he told me to call (because he knew I was leaving angry), I didn't. And when I came back a few days later, he seemed surprised that I didn't... He commented on the fact that there was no phone call. I did this to my pdoc, too. I went off my meds (without asking him about it) and then when I saw him, he told me to decide if I was going to go back on, and to call him that night and let him know what my decision was. I called him, but of course it was like a week later.

My problem? I like to play games.