Tonight it hit me. I don't know exactly how, but my regularly borderline anxiety has skyrocketed these past two days.
I'm trying a new stimulant for my narcolepsy, but unfortunately its having the same effects as all the other stimulants I've tried.

But tonight things escalated with multiple different events, until finally I couldn't take it anymore. I had to leave my math class and (you probably know how this goes) have a full on panic attack in the bathroom where no one can see.

Dear heart,
Stop threatening to explode...just do it already!

But it didn't end there. Oh no. So I took two Clonazapams (I'm only supposed to take one) and a strong over the counter chill pill.

I can't even walk straight. This does not feel right. My mind is a big fuzz ball and yet I'm overwhelmed with homework that's pastdue and midterms coming this week that I'm not near ready for. I need an oxygen mask. I need a distraction to keep me from doing any of the several stupid things that have crossed my mind. I need...
Might have gone a little too far popping pills. But what was/am I supposed to do?

My roommate thinks I'm crazy at the moment.
Yeah, no. I am.