Sending you positive vibes
I'm also in a depressive phase but thank God it's beginning to lift. I believe that in time you will be able to find the right combo of meds for you and lead a fruitful life. It does suck to have to deal with these terrible mood swings so I was wondering if you have any healthy coping methods? Try exercise, vitamins and supportive friends and family - my T advises me to do these too.
Please take care and know that all of us here are behind you in these difficult times