Thank you.

I've been doing alot of reading on BPD and I relate to almost all of it just not the acting impulsively and risky part. I've never engaged in those kind of activities.

Thanks for the list I will check everyone out

My boyfriends attracted to me... I just don't see why or how :/ When I'm with him and he compliments me I feel happy but once I see myself I feel hideous all over again... No one can make you feel beautiful but yourself. It's my job.

Thank you for replying again. I should probably go talk to a psychologist. I've only ever talked about my separation anxiety and nothing else. I should probably tell them everything. I just have to find the courage to do so.

I go from wanting to get better to not giving a crap.