Just feeling really low. My crazy cousin seems to be following me and my ex seems to be everywhere that I want to go. It's just not fair that I feel so restricted just because someone whom I don't like is where I want to be. I want to be able to be oblivious to them. I hate that they have this control over me. I want to disappear. I thought that I was able to make them not matter. I feel like I haven't learned anything from DBT when just a few days ago I seemed so much better. I guess I'm just having a relapse.