Yeah. The responses have really given me some strength to just try to simply stop. I haven't taken any so far tonight and the only thing I'm experiencing is I'm feeling like I'm panicking. I do have anxiety and am prescribed lexapro at the highest recommended dose but its really not doing anything. I also found online that benadryl can act somewhat like xanax or ativan when taken in high doses, so that might be part of the reason I felt the need to keep taking them. No way I'm asking my doc for ativan though. Not even gonna get started on that stuff. Heard it can be addicting.