Hello
I am 36//
Me and my sister are living together both not married ..after my mother died many years ago every of our relatives gave me advice to not let my sister( is bigger than me) alone any time because she is very shy and quite person in public places if they saw me somewhere alone there it was starting the advices where is my sister and why she is not with me. little by little I started to blame myself so fixed everything more to not let her alone doing home job not going out for a long time..behind all of this something what everybody didnt knew was-that my sister behavior was-is not the same as it is outside of home,,inside the home my sister was always with a kind of war with my mother..having serious arguments ending with trowing things on the floor and my mother who had hearth problems was always the one who was going to her room and sitting there for hours she wanted me to not tell anyone of this behavior . now I notice that my sister is trying to do the same things to me was doing to my mother..whenever I want to go out she is trying to make me angry blaming me of going out ..I am starting to lose my enjoyment to go anywhere furthermore I feel nervous and afraid that she is going to tell me something to make me angry.. I am really confused I need time to be myself .