Thank you for trying to cheer me up but I'm being serious. Sometimes I really don't see the point in all of this and roses, pineapples and cereal are not good enough reasons to stay alive. I really don't mean to come across as rude or anything (I'm sorry if I do) but yeah, life's really tough. I'm not going to hurt myself but I seriously don't really know why I force myself out of bed in the mornings anymore.