Esthersvirtue,
I just wanted to delurk myself a little bit to help. Talking about my past eating disorder is VERY difficult for me and I really do not discuss it with anyone in my life. I guess I just wanted to say that there is hope and it is possible to control it. I watched every morsel of sip I took for almost 7 years. I do not know how it got easier but it did..and eventually I just let it go...
I am here to talk too even if I do not always post.

*Deep exhale*
Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee