I.know it's hard to feel so down. I'm just coming out of a bad depression but my new ad is only doing so much. My thyroid isn't working properly so that makes the depression worse. Don't be afraid to be yr own advocate with yr pdoc. You know yrself best...are you currently on an ad? Maybe that is the answer as to why yr so depressed...but being bp we also need a mood stabilizer so we don't go manic. So remember she is there to help you so don't be afraid to speak up! I really hope you feel better soon. Hugs