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Thanks BP froggy. I don't know if I can do it. I am in a bad place and it is going to be worse once the pendulum drops. I would love to volunteer, but everyone is in the same bed here. Animal Welfare communities tend to be pretty small. I have started thinking that maybe after I broke down completely at the end of 2012, that this type of work maybe is not good for me, and I need to focus on caring for myself for a change. Maybe I need a break from the intensity of this field. It is just terrifying to lose it. It used to be what kept me going, what got me up in the morning, what made my life matter. I did something to better the life of an animal every single day. It's easy to forget about yourself when doing that. I'm just bracing for the worse andam going to take it day by day like Hooligan. The storm is coming, better batten down the hatches!
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Bipolar I
Effexor 300 mg
Lamictal 400 mg
Trazadone 50 mg
Seroquel 200 mg
Ativan
The magician seemed to promise that something torn to bits might be mended without a seam, that what had vanished might reappear, that a scattered handful of doves or dust might be reunited by a word. But everyone knew that it was only an illusion. The true magic of this broken world lay in the ability of the things it contained to vanish, to become so thoroughly lost, that they might never have existed in the first place.
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