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I was very angry with my parents when I finally shattered into a million bits. It was sort of the same with you where they would say stupid things and I always felt like I was a burden and it was too much for them to deal with, so I kept it under wraps as best I could. I did a lot of writing and talking to my therapist and the anger has past. I have accepted they did the best they could with what they had at the time and made serious mistakes, that were just that, mistakes. I hope you can find peace in that regard as well. The intro to medication class is a tough one, just make sure you have a good teacher and stick it out the best you can. You sound like someone who can make this happen in your life.
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Bipolar I
Effexor 300 mg
Lamictal 400 mg
Trazadone 50 mg
Seroquel 200 mg
Ativan
The magician seemed to promise that something torn to bits might be mended without a seam, that what had vanished might reappear, that a scattered handful of doves or dust might be reunited by a word. But everyone knew that it was only an illusion. The true magic of this broken world lay in the ability of the things it contained to vanish, to become so thoroughly lost, that they might never have existed in the first place.
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