Well, I guess this is where I come in to say that I was 22 or something before I had my first relationship. Hope you find someone, soon. There are guys out there that can be understanding to these things; I can only hope that there are such women out there, too! I have social anxiety, myself, so I think I relate. I feel like a "bad egg", but ah well. I think I have more going for me than I used to, and I'm always working on myself in some way, be it intellectually, physically, or just as progress through life. Try to be patient... work on you, as well.

I've been single for 5 or so years, I think... or 4, ... IDK, a while. I've taken all this time to heal after the last relationship, to get my head better, and to progress a bit further in life, moved out of my parent's house, got CBT, tried out a volunteer job, am in college, gradually working towards being an IT Technician. I'm back to working out a lot to get myself looking how I want to. I'm working on me as much as I can.