Storm,
I do not know if this will help, but maybe consider why you were not at the point of the road that the car hit? You are still here for a reason...you still have things to do on this earth that are important.

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee