Wow , I am so sorry that you were abused in such a horrible manner . I know you probably don't want to hear this ... but..... You really need Therapy to process all you went through before your ever going to be able to learn and allow yourself to trust once again.

I know your in a crunch for time to see a Therapist ,Focus on healing yourself instead of wasting time in the dating scene thats just not going to take you anywhere at this point.

Many Therapist have evening appointments and even weekends.

I wish you the best in healing