Hello Downfall, your post resonates with me because your story sounds so much like mine. I actually like the work I do. My problem is I have 5 bosses and you can't please all five of those bosses. The biggest problem is a hostile, negative, over demanding atmosphere created by the upper management. Nothing we do is ever good enough. Today was not so bad because everyone left me alone. But it was other co-workers who got the nasty treatment. Tomorrow it might be my turn again.

I started looking for jobs, got rejection e-mails and got discouraged. I am also having difficulty making the time or having the energy to seek another job. I work 10 to 12 hours a day so I am basically too exhausted to think when I get home from work. I also think depression makes it hard for a person to get motivated to do things.

I have days I do not want to keep working where I am at, but I can't afford to quit either.

I am hoping you can find something you would truly enjoy doing, and then find a way to get into a job that fits. Best of wishes.