Teetering between relieved and disappointed.... No T this week. I can't come on my normal evening so she said she would call if she had a cancellation tonight but no call...

This is a bad month....this week we are going away for the weekend...next weekend I have to work late...(my quarterly busy time)... The next time my son is going to be home from college for the weekend...the next time we are going away for the weekend to visit son at college and week after that it's Halloween.....

Maybe I should just take a break from T...