Sounds like we are both going thru some of the same stuff. I've been on the high end of hypo mania lately. Sunday morning I woke up depressed and numb. Then that night as I'm going to the grocery store I go into a complete rage. I really thought I was going to punch someone. I see my pdoc on Friday. It looks like we both need our meds tweaked. Just to let you know that what this disease is all about, tweaking your meds. I do good for a few months, and then it all goes to hell. I just came back to work in August after two months of utter hell on med leave and here we go again. I'm surprised I haven't got in trouble at work yet. Sorry to be negative, I'm in a Im sick and tired of this disease phase. I hope it works out for you and you get your meds straightened out.