I must say, I know what you mean entirely. I've been struggling with many of the same problems you've mentioned said for the past several months now, maybe even longer than that with previous jobs I've worked. The whole job situation is very frustrating. Constantly running off to a job you hate everyday and meanwhile when you try to search for another job, you've tried searching so many times, or attempted so many things the past several years to the point to where you feel like you're just running in circles not really getting anywhere, or wondering if you really want some of the jobs you're looking at, and then just starting to feel like what's the point. You then start to really question what is it that you want in life, where is your life headed, what are you really interested in, and what type of job or career do you want to work that you will enjoy and look forward to, or at the very least, tolerate. It gets very depressing, and this issue, on top of other issues you may have or other things that bother you just really makes you start to hate everything in life in general, and detest everyday. I struggle with all of this as well.

I don't know if this is exactly any advice or not, but all I try to do for the most part is when I'm not at work, I try to enjoy every moment that I'm not at work. When I have a day off or if I get sent home early, I try to go to parks, go out places, go to some local events, something. Find something that will bring some sort of excitement to your day. If it makes you feel better, just know that you're not the only one who feels like this.