It is depressing, can go to therapy all I want but it wont change a damn thing about any of that. Besides I have been going to therapy mostly CBT and basically they just tell you to see things differently than you do, well what if the problem isn't how i see things, what if it is how things are.

I mean of course any useful therapy would not be about fitting into society, just saying if I have trouble functioning because of mental issues and don't fit into society how do I survive? Or better yet how do I thrive...this world disturbs me.

Good luck getting society to stop being based on consumerism and materialism though...because that's all it is, well that and the few very wealthy freeloading off the rest.