I've stopped cutting. It's been two days. Now instead of cutting I find myself thinking about suicide. I don't want to die, but I am finding myself thinking about it all the time. I didn't feel like this when I cut though, it's only after is stopped do I think these thoughts. I'm angrier too. I'm much more easily frustrated and it's really interfering with my school. I want it to stop but the only time it will stop is when I cut. I don't want to kill myself, so why I am I thinking about death?!