Mowtown, here is a quote from that information I posted for you in that link that you liked so much, was so grateful for too.

A stress breakdown (PTSD) is a transformational experience which, with the right support, can ultimately enrich the experiencer's life. However, completing the transformation can be a long and sometimes painful process. Whe Western response - to hospitalise and medicalize the experience, thus hingering the process - may be well intentioned, but may lessen the value and effectiveness of the transformation. How would you feel if, rather an a breakdown, you viewed it as a breakthrough ? How would you feel if it was suggested to you that the reason for a stress breakdown is to awaken you to your mission in life and to enable you to discover the reason why you have incarnated on this planet? How would it change your view of things if it was also suggested to you that a stress breakdown reconfigures your brain to enable you to embark on the path that will culminate in the achievement of your mission?

The above is quoted from the link I gave you Mowtown. And you "have" at times talked about what you "have" learned from this that is "positive". You have taken a more "postive" approach to you life Mowtown, you have been living it, nothing "wrong with that".