Things were going fairly well for a change at work and then today everything was horrible. The junior manager who used to be my friend got angry over something trivial, and went to the office manager to gripe. Then I got in trouble and got chewed out by the office manager for something that I did not know was supposed to be my responsibility alone.

I have had to fight back the tears all day and I am letting them loose now. I have applied for several jobs but have only received rejection letters in return. What is wrong with me? I try so hard to be a good person. I try to do a good job at the office and work very hard. I go in early and work late to get all the important items done. Why does everything have to go so badly for me?

Last night I had a dream that I was caught in a tornado and was killed. In the dream I saw the tornado coming but could not get away from it. Maybe the dream was a warning of some sort. Every time I think things are going to improve I get set backwards. I don't know what to do anymore.