I'm new to all this, just diagnosed BP cyclothymia a couple months ago. My pdoc is unavailable until November, my primary care is unavailable for 2 weeks, and I cannot get a therapist to see me until next week.

I think I am having a bad med reaction. I was recently put on Adivan and it was helping with anxiety and sleep, then I had a major depressed episode, then I just wanted to run. Now I just keep going back and forth between depression and hide/run.