Thank you all so much for responding to me. It's so nice to know you are out there. I am glad someone understands how I feel. I cried all day then went to night school pretending I had really bad allergies (I looked horrible). Now I am gearing up to go to work tomorrow where I will need to take care of very sick patients. I am trying to hang in there. I feel like I have lost so many hours and days crying and feeling like a waste of a person.
I will take your advice and go to the spa after work. And maybe I will eat a salad instead of pop tarts and cheerios. I think I can do it.... Thanks you guys.