Disorder7 - I know. I've been through this circus before, it's just frustrating to be in crisis and not have anywhere to turn. I think the reason I'm so focused on finding someone now is because I do know that it takes time... therapy takes time, meds take time... and I want to get the ball rolling so I can at least feel like I'm making progress instead of running into a wall every dang day. Know what I mean? Thanks for the honesty though. Sometimes we need to hear the reality, not just what we want to hear.