Don't cancel your appointments - your not unfixable, I'm sure therapy can help everyone in some way, even if it's not a complete fix. It sounds like you felt a lot of emotion after your first session? I feel a lot of emotions after my sessions, and it is really hard to deal with, and very hard each time to go back. I've never cut or done anything to deal with my emotions (I haven't really felt any strong emotions for years - maybe that's why they are such a shock to me). I have no way of dealing with the emotion except to curl up in a foetal postition (I do that sometimes when I come back) and sometimes I cry. I say this to let you know that you are not alone. Hope the second session went ok.