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Originally Posted by MotownJohnny
I don't want to heal any more if this is what healing is all about - that is how all of this started, and look what my good intentions got me. I've had a hellish day for reasons I just don't want to get in to, and I think it's time for fate to just sweep me away. My destiny is the gutter, I said it two years ago. I must deserve it, because life always smacks me down.
It is just too hard to fight any more.
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The process of healing hurts like hell!! I can understand why you feel like you don't want it. Just don't give up, I know the rewards will be good out the other side.
I also understand the feeling of always being smacked down......but you certainly do not deserve it Johnny.
My T asks me, what if you were to give up the fight Jane? Stop fighting the pain, instead.....do something else to move towards your value driven future.
Johnny. What if you stopped fighting? And just kept going?