*sigh* i'm trying to pack myself with calories for the last 2 weeks of school. I was so dizzy and weak today that i fell off my stool and a friend had to catch me! I figure...with finals and everything i need the extra energy so i'm trying to keep my calorie count up. Still hanging around 1000 at most but at least it's a little more. I know i'll do a severe cut the moment school is out...but for now i'm doing well with the additions at least! Erghhhhhh it's SO HARD though! The feeling of "full" is so foreign it almost hurts...it does hurt. The bloated stomach...man i wish life could just be easy!
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