I have a fantasy that I will one day get married and send him an invitation. I know he would not come... but he would be happy for me.

I was in the hospital once for surgery and my first pdoc said he did not know if he should visit me or not. That was nice that he thought of me.

Funeral.. I went to my first pdoc's funeral. I cried alot. Heavy mourning for a bit. I wish I had been able to talk but I could not.

I know this one would not....boundaries.... but with an obituarty he would give me fond thought or I hope so.